Growth
Looked kinda concern, don't know what was I trying to capture.
Suddenly, I felt so old.
Time flies, really.
It's already July, SPM is in 4 months times.
Can I rewind?
Back to the last few months that I wasted.
Regrets, and getting sobber.
An undetermined future,
wonder how will I become.
Growth, a good thing? Perhaps.
Aging, more experiences? That's a definite.
I'm afraid, very afraid.
Time flies, really.
It's already July, SPM is in 4 months times.
Can I rewind?
Back to the last few months that I wasted.
Regrets, and getting sobber.
An undetermined future,
wonder how will I become.
Growth, a good thing? Perhaps.
Aging, more experiences? That's a definite.
I'm afraid, very afraid.
Notes: that's not a poem. My heart stirs when Chooi Mei asked me about what she has to do as a treasurer during nomination. Treasurer? Hit my mind of what I've done. I was one too, as a nominee.
I've been a prefect since form 1. Practically, whole of my high school is about disciplining myself and the students. Imagine, what if I'm not a prefect? What if I failed my probation back in form1. Everything will be completely different. That's right. I'm not gonna be 'me' right now.
God, what has You planned for me?
to be strong, to be able to persevere on, and the talents you planted in me. You picked me up and put me on the comfort zone I was longing to. I feel so honoured. you wouldn't imagine, how much I've gone through.
Prefectorial, a memories.
I've been a prefect since form 1. Practically, whole of my high school is about disciplining myself and the students. Imagine, what if I'm not a prefect? What if I failed my probation back in form1. Everything will be completely different. That's right. I'm not gonna be 'me' right now.
God, what has You planned for me?
to be strong, to be able to persevere on, and the talents you planted in me. You picked me up and put me on the comfort zone I was longing to. I feel so honoured. you wouldn't imagine, how much I've gone through.
Prefectorial, a memories.
PS: My ministry leader, Martin Chong just knew my real age.. That sounds funny to me.
Do I look that old?
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